USS Cherokee 10808.03 Just Desserts Part 11

Starring 
Steve Weller as aSM_Steve and CIV_Ayidee
Brandon Mitcham as CO_Worthington 
Dawn Freeman as OPS_Nash 
Zach Farland as CNS_Wells

Absent
Trish Yarborough, as Executive Producer
Mark Haslam as XO_Cmdr_Hazzard 
Rob Bindles as FCO_LtJG_Zdunovski
Christine Sheed as CEO_LtJG_Pasco
Chris Wakelin as CMO_Ens_Downer

Host CO_Worthington says:
Captain's Log Stardate 10808.03 The crew are awaiting the next development in the LoDuca trial as the Cherokee orbits Earth. The investigation into the recent bio attack is still on going.

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CIV_Ayidee says:
::In Counseling Session, making sure everything is sorted out with all the issues of the trial.::

CNS_Wells says:
::In his office/quarters with Mr. Ayidee, in session::

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
::on the Bridge, debating if she should tell the Captain about her past now or wait.  Her dilemma is showing on her face.::

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: It's been a while, hasn't it?

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: Yes, it has.  Been a busy few months, to say the least.  And looks to stay busy in the short term future.

Host CO_Worthington says:
::on the bridge, having just left his latest debriefing, tired from all the questions::

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Since you've seen me professionally, I mean.  ::Smiles::

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: I know.  And I know it's too early to ask "was it worth it", because we won't know until the trial's over.  Although in the end, it had to be done so it was worth it.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
::she figured that now is as good as any, one way or another, her career is in jeopardy.::   CO:  Captain, I have a private matter I need to discuss with you.  It's important.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Sorry for the trick question.  Let's keep this session informal, shall we?  I feel like we've been on vacation.  The vacation that won't end.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: It will end, but the thrusters of justice move slowly at times.  It's not perfect, but it's the best system we have.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Well, I'm glad I had my day in court and, glad it's over for my part anyway.  You're next, I understand.  Nervous?

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Very well Commander, shall we head into the ready room?

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  Yes, this is a very delicate situation I need to discuss.

Host CO_Worthington says:
::rises up from his chair and heads to teh Ready room, entering and sitting down::

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
::she gets up and follows the Captain to his ready room, she sits down on the sofa.::

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: No, not nervous, I expect things to work out to bring LoDuca to justice.  Faith in the rule of law is what sets the Federation apart.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: You're not nervous even a little about having to speak in front of all those people?  Even I found it a bit unsettling and you know I can talk all day.

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Can I offer you something to drink?

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: The only ones who matter in the room are the jury and the judge, and to a lesser extent the JAG officers heading either side.  I'm not worried about what the media thinks.  Just as long as LoDuca is the problem rather than a symptom.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  Just some cold water, thanks.
::her nerves are causing her hands to sweat, so she rubs them on her slacks::

Host CO_Worthington says:
::moves over to the Replicator and gets a cup of coffee for himself and OPS a glass of water, handing it to her he returns to his seat:: OPS: Here you are.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
::taking the water::  CO:  Thank you.  ::she takes a sip::

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Well, good for you and aren't you just the cool cat?  It’s a good attitude to have.  We do have truth on our side, and that helps with one’s confidence while on the stand.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: As much as the truth as is available.  But we, or the courts, still have to push ahead.  He didn't work alone, he had people covering for him.

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Well Commander as the Vulcans would say I am all ears. Please, what can I do for you?

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: Has people covering for him I should say.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  Do you remember how I reacted when I first saw a Vorta on the view screen?

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Yes, I do. You seemed to be rather upset if I recall correctly.

CNS_Wells says:
::Looks a bit hesitant to respond to that:: CIV: Well, I think it will all come out soon enough and then we can get on with the rest of our lives.  The crew is getting restless and bored.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: Restless perhaps, I don't think bored.  These are people used to traveling for weeks to get to some remote place, then spend days waiting for something that may never happen.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: So, you aren't concerned you may have to answer a bunch of uncomfortable questions?

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: I think I've come to terms with most of what I've done.  Perhaps they won't understand, but those that matter to me did.  Do.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:   Well, seeing that being triggered a personal memory from when I was a teenager.  I was living on Betazed when the Dominion invaded.  The Jem'Hadar were everywhere.  One day, my best friend, Jorma, & I were walking down our favorite route to our favorite food establishment when the unthinkable happened.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: I really don't think you have much to worry about.  I've done some study in law and it seems to me that as a witness for the prosecution it would not be in their best interest to bring any of your less than legal actions in apprehending the scum-bucket.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: The things I still have problems with don't have any bearing on the trial that I can see.  And I've been thinking hard about some of them.  I know I've made mistakes, some major ones, but nothing I am ashamed of.  The defense should be able to though, as it is a matter of public record.  Still, those who wear the uniform can understand the reasons.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: You definitely have nothing to be ashamed of. They will all see that someday soon.  So, as long as P'tar doesn't make a point of it, the defense is not aloud to bring it up. So, I'm sure P'tar will totally avoid the subject entirely.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  The Vorta in charge of a group of Jem’Hadar ordered them to kill us.  One of the Jem’Hadar killed Jorma right in front of me.  Just as my turn was about to happened, the Vorta said that killing me would wait.  I was taken to their hideout in an abandoned building.  By the grace of a miracle, I found my chance to escape that horrible experience.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: There are things to be ashamed of, but it was a small price to pay.  LoDuca had to be stopped.  You can't defend the Federation by destroying its underlying ideals, including the right of all beings to exist as they feel best.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: The defense, in its cross examination of a prosecution's witness can only speak of what has already been introduced but, be sure the defense will try to trip you up.
CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: Ah, I'm not that well versed in the rules of order in a trial.  Early in my career I had no interest, and later I had little time.  That's a problem with life, seldom do desires and ability to achieve match up well.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Well, I'm just saying we are all proud of all you and we did to bring that monster in.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: I did what needed to be done.  I think anyone else of the crew would have done the same.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  I ran like I had never ran before.  I happened to come to upon salvation when I found Jorma's parents and they found out what happened.  Then the next thing I knew, I was on a shuttle heading to Earth.  Now, we come to the real reason why I need to talk to you as what I am about to say will more than likely end my career in Starfleet.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: The prosecution will want to keep the focus of your testimony directed at LoDuca, not you.  The jury can't see him as a victim.  P'tar knows this.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
::she gets up and paces somewhat, trying to come up with the right words for the next phase of her story.::

Host CO_Worthington says:
::cannot believe the trauma those events must have caused::

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: The way I see it, we are all in this together. You did it, we did it, it’s all the same.  ::Smiles::

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: He's not a victim of anyone but his own choices!  They've got to... sorry, I know.  We all make choices, but it's part of the defenses job to twist that around.  That's why I don't like the legal game.  Even the parts I know of the game.

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Take your time, I know it must be very difficult for you.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Yeah, I can't believe a short while ago I was considering giving up Starfleet and becoming a lawyer.  The more I studied the less attractive law looked.  And you're right, it is a game.  It’s like a giant role playing game.  All the players are actors all trying to put on a good show.  It’s show-business.  We just need to know how to play the game to win the prize, that being Paul's ass in the slammer.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
::she turns to face the Captain.::  CO:  You have no idea. ::she pauses::  CO:  My parents put me in counseling to deal with what happened.  Everything seemed to go well until...  ::voice trails off as she looks at an object on the Captain's desk trying to find the next words.::

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: That would be a prize, one that has to be achieved.  For us and the Federation as a whole.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO: The next memory I have was about a full year later.  What occurred in the missing year, I was told by my parents and I hadn't had that added to me Starfleet file.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Hopefully, when this is all over and we are back exploring space, we will all look back on our long time here on Earth as time well spent.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: Any time spent in a life of duty that isn't in the brig can be viewed as time well spent.  Perhaps it's not all enjoyable, but if it were anyone could do it.  I just wonder sometimes, how did the media become players in this game?  Is that the way things normally are?  They try to stir up dirt wherever they can?

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Yeah, you spent some time in the brig during your hearing, didn't you, that must have brought back memories.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  Here is what I was told what happened during that year.  I, now, have the proof on board of what I am about to say.  ::she pauses to take a soothing breath.::  CO:  In those files, is a name of a person name Monica Foxx.  The clincher is Monica and I are the same person.  She is a split personality that formed to help me deal with my loss.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: The media is what has given law that show-biz label.  It is entertainment.  Some people like seeing the down fall of others, some like rooting for the under dogs, some think its all fun.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: Yes, but the time in the brig was for the greater good.  I've spent time on several "dirt lists" in my career.  Some would say until I came to the Huron my SOS was "Dirt Listing".  But this was different, so far easier to deal with.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  However, Monica didn't abide by the laws and regulations, she pulled some things that nearly got her killed.

Host CO_Worthington says:
::doesn't know what to say:: OPS: Well, how long have you known about this?

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  I found out the day I turned in my Starfleet Academy Application. I was told after that.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Are Caitian's known for their strong resilience and test of will?  You are remarkable.  How you have such a healthy outlook on life after such a rocky start.  I think I can safely say, as sanity of the Cherokee crew goes, you're in the top three.  :smiles::

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: How has your, condition affected your duties?

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: I had a lot of help.  I was on the very edge when I was on Starbase 71, an edge I honestly crossed if it weren't for The Captain.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  Not really, however when that virus thing happened and I did what I did, that brought everything to the surface.

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Kyleigh, why did you chose to disclose this information? I am sure you have dealt with this for quite some time,

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Ever think about writing your stories down in print?  Writing can be very good therapy.  I keep a journal.  You should give it a try.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: For others?  I'm not sure there'd be much interest.  I mean I have the logs, but never gave any thought to anything else.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: I mean, I'd rather hear these stories straight from the horse's mouth, oh sorry, umm straight from you but, you never seem to want to discuss that time in your life.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  I wanted to be the one to disclose this before it was dug up by one of LoDuca's henchmen.   Even though my father had the records sealed and he took possession of them, there could still be other copies of those records out there.  I figured it was look better if it came from me.

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Well, what should we do about this? Would you like to talk to the Counselor?

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: The things you write wouldn't necessarily be for others to read, unless you wanted it so, but rather just a way of getting it all out.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: We need to have more of these talks.  You need to get your own take on those days.  I've moved past it, but it's still there.  Hasn't shown it's ugly maw in, I don't know, maybe 5 years.  His ugly maw maybe I should say, even if he were imaginary.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  He already knows as does Mark.  I even told Kevin.  Kevin didn't take the news quite well, he has left the ship for awhile.

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Do you still have lapses? Does the Monica personality still manifest itself?

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Well, you must know, professionally as well as on a personal level, I would love to hear you speak of that time in your life. I love a good biography and I think it would do you some good.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  No but I don't know if and when that could happen.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: And I'd like to know my friend better.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: It probably would.  I think it's time someone else heard it.  Others should have, but honestly it sounded silly compared to the "real" issues at the time.

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Kyleigh, you are one of the finest officers I have ever had the privilege to serve with. I know how hard it must have been to relive these memories. As far as I am concerned, I do not see this affecting your performance at all. So let us just continue to keep things where they are right now. Unless you would rather we do something else?

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: I'm ready anytime you are and we have loads of time these days so...  You say when and where and if schedule allows I'll be there.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  What if they at Starfleet Headquarters get wind of this and discover I hadn't disclosed this from the start?  Will it affect my career?

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: I look forward to it.  You've reached a rare standing, to be honest.  One of a very small handful of Counselor's I trust enough to let them do their job.  ::Laughs.::

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Well, seeing how this has never affected your performance before and the Academy psych evals all came back green, I would think you should be fine.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: Well, if you can't trust me by now, I'm not as good as I think I am. ::Laughs, lightly::

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  I hope so.  You have no idea how much this had been weighing on me ever since I decided to let the proverbial cat out of the bag.

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: As far as I am concerned it is a childhood condition. If the stress of battle hasn't made you crack, you must be pretty strong.  Besides, we all know about Mark and his imaginary friends though he never disclosed them.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: You are, don't worry about that.  But it's a major leap for me to trust, even now, and Counselor's seldom are as involved with my work as you are.  Well, that may be unfair, but you get the point.  Many think their realm is their office only.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  Yeah.  Oh, over the course of time, Gary and I will be viewing my files so he could get a better understanding from my past.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: See?  I am good.  ::Smiles::  So, let's talk soon and we will explore the fascination world of Tio Ayidee.

CIV_Ayidee says:
CNS: I look forward to it.  Even if saying that sounds strange.

Host CO_Worthington says:
OPS: Excellent. Please, utilize your time together. Let the Counselor be your guide. Who knows?  Maybe letting the cat out won't be so bad after all.

CNS_Wells says:
CIV: It's okay, I'm looking forward to it too.

OPS_Cmdr_Nash says:
CO:  Thanks for making me feel good about this.  I'll keep you up to date on how it goes.

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